A little bit of info...

Okay...here is a little bit of information about how I got here.
I am divorced, you know that...
I have made the decision to not explain the 'why'. My ex-husband is my ex for a reason but those reasons do not need to be plastered for everyone to see. Obviously it was a big decision. I am 28 years old and a single mom of 3 kids under the age of 6. Is that easy? NO! Please do not question why I divorced their father. I did, and I know I did the right thing. He may not be my husband now or ever again, but he will forever be their father, so I choose to protect that relationship. I don't talk bad about him around Harleigh, Caleb or JP. They love him, and they should...he is their father and he loves them.
We were never meant to be together. I know that, now.
We were never meant to get married. But the God who sees me, El Roi, honored that union and gave us 3 beautiful children.
Harleigh Alexis
Caleb Daniel
Joshua Philip
They each almost lost their lives...that is another post.
Today is a good day. Today I spent the day with my family...my parents, and my children. My parents saved me.
We lost our home...that is also another post.
Life is hard...more like a crap sandwich most of the time. But God is the God of miracles and life...He breathes life into me everyday. If it weren't for Him, I wouldn't have survived the last 7 years. Not only because of my marriage. I went to too many funerals, spent too much time in the hospital, cried too many nights alone...and yet, here I am...alive and yes, with a smile on my face. A real, from the heart, smile!
Thank you, God for sustaining me. Thank you for being my Redeemer...my heart is awake because of you. Because of your love...help me hold on to you, to your heart...I cannot do this alone!